all about HER ♥

19 June 2006

YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO BREAK MY HEART.

i have feeling pretty fucked now. firstly, the france match was so disappointing.
then i got some really fucked news as well.
and just yesterday i was listening to your songs and missing you.
everytime i tell myself that i still love you,
you come out with some crap shit that just makes me break down.
and when ever you start something, i am left to clean up your ends.
after everything is well again
you come back and sugar coat everything making believe in your stupid fairytale.
we shared so many memories and now all you remember is her.
well all the best with your new life. your new home.
everything which i am not a part of.
i am just hell lucky that i have a responsible boyfriend to hold my hand through this.

Here i am,
Playing with those memories again.
And just when i thought time had set me free.
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me.

Holding you,
A feeling i never outgrew.
Though each and every part of me has tried.
Only you can fill that space inside.

So there's no sense pretending.
My heart it's not mending.

Just when i thought i was over you.
And just when i thought i could stand on my own.
Those memories come crashing through.
And i just can't go on without
Go on without,
It's just no good without you.